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[Mafia] Some Spice and Nothing Nice - Game over [Mafia win]


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what am i being dissacoiative about...? my memory is not affected during mania, i remember nearly the premise of everything... its weird but when i lose my ability to control risk and when paranoia sets in too, after my mania depresses i can look back and analyse what i did... 

 

Im actually confused... honesty is the best policy... I mean i did some pretty stoopid things my first game, disrespecting pretty much everyone thinking i could win the game first day, then I made a bet that i was surely not mafia... i insulted the host in the first or second saying the game was unbalanced. i thought you all played me pretty good strininging me along till the end game where i took a 50/50 shot... this game i fucking posted way too much and I used the ATE and i fully expected to be removed from the game with macdougall... when you have low risk aversion and grandios thoughts often right and wrong get greyed as i self confirm ... I cant stop that thats out of my control...

but the same risk aversion allows me to do incredible things too... I dont mean anyone harm and do feel sympathy and have empathy...

 

i wrote all the good things ive done in my life here but deleted it... it either matters or it doesnt, my guess it doesnt...

 

I apologize! grandiose narcissism thoughts are very common in bi polar... its why we are often hated... Kanye west... Jim Carrey lost his marbles... robin williams im sure everyone loved just listening to him, hanging out prolly not too long...

 

 

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